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Hey, Danielle here, I decided I wanted to change my lj and start over. So feel free to add me if you already did, or add me anyway. Just drop a comment either way. xD.
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PSS: I got my grade back for my Sociology class I was taking at USM. I got a 4.0 ....go me.
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Mhm, well, I am home sick from school today. stomache flu. Good times.
Last night I signed up for the open house at UMAINE over vacation. Dan my dad and I are taking a trip up to Orono and possibley staying over night, depending on what time the open house gets over. It's kinda strange becasue throught my entire life ive always said as soon as I graduate I'm getting as far away from Maine as I can. Now, however, my heart is set on going to the Maine state school, party because money is tight, partly because of dan. who knows?
It's strange though, because now I just want to settle down. Dan's always talking about going to school together and setteling down etc, which would be nice, but I dont want to wish too much of my life away being that I'm only 16. Sure, it would be great if we stayed together for a long time, but I dont want to set myself up for dissapointment. So as of right now his plan is to go to YCCC while I finsih senior year, then both ofus go up to Orono, and we both reallyreallyreally want to do the study abroad program there in Australia, which would be amazing.
I'm not really intrested in the whole partying aspect of college, or the dating, or meeting new people, none of that. Right now I am really looking to just get my degree, go to work, and settle down. I never really thought I'd be like that...
I hope I'm not wishing my life away :/
In other news this weekend was fun. I didnt have a midterm friday so i sepnt the day home. When dan finished his he came and picked me up. We then watched Little Miss Sunshine, which was an AMAZING movie. I loved it. Then we went down to his dads house and hung out with kenny and tom <333.
When we got home Sam and all her friends were wicked drunk. It was very entertainging let me tell you. Anthony was having a conversation with the cat when I was holding it. It then preceded to attack my boob and latch onto it with its teeth, which was not ok. Then anthony took it, and it attacked his face. Good times.
I love sam. Shes amazing. I wish she lived up here :(
PS: My parents wont let me get a puppy anymore. leading to me getting grounded sunday. It was a bad time.
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12/26/06 - 12:02pm] |
A year ago today I was at the mall and going to see King Kong with EJ. It's funny how things change...
Christmas eve dan left for california. I miss him already. Its not fair, I'm bored out of my mind lol. Oh well, I hope he has fun and likes Ross' parents.
Yesterday was Christmas and it was nice. We woke up around 8 and opened up presents and then I went to dans house to let the dogs out. I got pretty neat stuff for Christmas.
- Digital Camcorder
- two pairs of pants (kacki's and jeans)
- polka-dotted pj set
- necklace
- lots of candy
- two 50$ mall gift cards
- a new snowmobile
- and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
For the rest of the day i just played with my moms new DDR, and watched Eternal Sunshine and slept because I didnt feel good.
Today I'm just cleaning up the house becasue tonight my Aunt, Uncle, and baby cousin (and 18 year old cousin) are coming from England so we have the make the house look snazzy. Mmyep. Im excited to play with the baby. I love little kids. I can't wait until I have kids ahaha.
So yea..I hope everyone had a fabulous Christmas, or whichever holiday they celebrate. && Have a good vacation!
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Wow, my last real entry was a while ago. Oh the perks of being grounded.
Well, in response to my last entry, topsfield fair was wicked fun, it was Dan, Sam, Chris F and I mmmyup. I went n my first haunted house, and it was lame. Towards the end of the night I was starting to fee really nauseaus from all the spinny rides so I had to sit down for a bit, then we brought sam home because her mom needed her home, and I didn't end up getting back to maine until like 1.
Sweet Deal.
Then the next day I went to REGINA SPEKTOR concert and oh my god, I have more love for her than ever before. That woman is an AMAZING singer, and she has such a cool personality. Gah, I want to go to another one of her concerts.
btw, did anyone catch that she was in last weeks ep of Veronica Mars :). It made me happy.
So ya the rest of that long weekend i just worked;\, and Monday Dan, Kenny, and I went down to Boston to the Museum of Science to see that BodyWorks exhibit. It was pretty cool, kind of freaky though. The worst part was I wasn't even that affected by the bodies I was seeing, it was moreso the bodies of animals that bothered me, because --ya know -- the animals didnt have a choice whereas the humans did, and they are pretty helpless in the matter. So anyway, on the way back to catch the train home we saw Dans mom because she was in charge of getting everyone on the train onto busses to get back home and she gave dan all this bakery stuff for the ride home, but we were really full, so we waited until we got back to maine. THen we stopped at the park in North Berwick because I really wanted to go since it was nice out, and we sat on the bench and ate, mmmyep.
So my Sociology class is going really well at USM, first exam is wednesday. The teacher is quite easy, and the exam is just going to be on all the unscaled quizes we hav4e been having, so that's a plus right? It's also kind of sad because4 it shows the class is only half over, and I wish it was done, because I'm tired of getting out of school, driving to Saco, and then having to sit 2 and a ahlf more hours of class, which is purely notetaking.
Well I should probably be getting ready for school now so I'm going to head out.
To all my LJ "friends"- Sorry about long entry taking up mass amounts of your friends page. heh.
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09/11/06 - 6:43am] |
So while i'm waiting for my brother to finish getting ready i figured id write a quick post.
Saturday was aweessooommmeee. Around 2:30 Katie, Dan, and I took the train into boston, then we walked down to City Hall Plaza to see the free TBS show. It was awesome cos we stood in the very front row and could see like everything. [Ill post pictures later..and i mean it this time]
Then after we went out to eat at Cheers = my favorite restaurant ever, then went to Starbucks for frappachino's. Our plan was to go shopping and stuff until we realized all the shops close at like 9:30. So then we just like sat around for a bit and walked to the aquarium. Since that was also closed we just watched the seals they have out front and we thought one died on us..and we like, tweaked out. ahaha.
Then we just sat around. played with glowsticks. acted like those creepy statue people, then walked back to the train station.
on the train we met a creepy pedifile dude. it was upsetting.
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09/03/06 - 7:59pm] |
It's been three months.
And I cant really beleive it either..I never thought it would last this long.
But its been teh best three months I can remember.
And I'm so glad this has worked out.
I love you. :)
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08/28/06 - 10:50pm] |
I pretty much have the most awesome boyfriend in the world..you should be jelous. ahah
No seroiusly. Last night I was all "YAYE KEANE'S COMING TO BOSTON" and then he just left for a minute came back and dun dun dun HE BOUGHT US KEANE TICKETS! I'm so excited. we're going to boston on the 24th to go see them
And saturday the 9th is a free tbs show we are going tool...ai already asked april to come and im thinking bringing kp if she wants to come toooooo.
anyway. Friday was dan's moms wedding. It was so nice and so much fun. Then saturday Shaina, Mike, Jen, Sam, Dan and I went to see Rocky horror. Karen Shull tagged a long but thats a long story I dotn really feel liek getting into right now. It turned out ok though and it was sooo much fun. I dressed like Magenta and everyone said i looked just like her. Sweet deal.
Then we went to IHOP since it was the onlything open 24 hours and we basically acted retarded. good times good times.
anyway i have to get up early tomorrow so I'm out.
adios.
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08/23/06 - 12:03pm] |
I'm sick of fighting wtih people, it's tiring really.
I think Chris and I should just call it quits..I'm not quite sure this is worth it anymore.
&& it sucks too..because the last two and a half years I pretty much couldnt function without him and now we barely talk.
boo. I hate losing friends.
But anywho.
Today I have the day off...first i was supposed to hang out with eileen..but she never got back to me, then I was supposed to go see SOAP with KP..but shes going with her Parents..then I was gonna hang out with wishy, but shes working.
no one loves me anymore:(
oh well. ahha.
I went shopping this morning and got my fishnets. My costume for ROcky horror is finally finished..and I got something to wear to dan's moms wedding..
I really dont wanna go to this..Im like having a nervoius breakdown ahahah.
Anywya..dan and i got into a fight the other day. The first time ive actually been mad at him..and i like freaked out on him. I felt really bad after. Especially when i came home from work the next day and he was waiting for me with flowers and a letter.
I'm so mean :(
Annnyywhooo. I need to go start the Crucible, then tomorrow im working 8 hrs. grawr. The wedding Friday. ROcky horror Saturday.
good times good times.
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08/10/06 - 6:13pm] |
Hey. I havent had a real update in a while, probably due to the fact that I have been a) incredibly busy, and b) wicked lazy.
So Dan and I had been planning this big trip to funtown with a bunch of our friends. Well Lee bailed on us because he is dumb like that so we took kaleb instead. In the end it ended up being Dan, Sam, Kenny, Columbia, Robert, Kaleb, and me. I thought it was gonna be awesome but I dont know. Columbia was basically on mormon crack the ENTIRE time and would. not. shut. up. and he kept calling himsef fat which drives me CRAZY! because I am..and hes not..and he needs to shut up.
So by the end of the night he was really pissing me off...and pretty much everyone was pissing dan off and it was scary. I finally TWEAKED out on columbia...basically telling the mormon kid to shut the fuck up and eat a twinky.
I felt remotely bad afterwards..
but wahtever the day was a good time. Dans mom was pissed afterward so when i was in his room playing with Clem i heard them arguing and it was all "aaakkkkwwwaaarrrrddd" Parental!child arguing makes me nervous.
so anywho the three of us (dan+sam+me) came here and went swimming then watched Dead End. Dude, that movie..SUCKED but whateverrrrr.
I havent even started y AP us history homework yet. Its due next week. Im scccrreeewwwweeed.
anyway i gotta go..we are gonna go see You, Me, and Dupree with Daniel and sam.
Tofu8701: ielly why are you being so LAME
FindMeInMontauk7: your lameness is rubbing off on me, making me ultra-lame
Tofu8701: lol you were ALWAYS ultra lame ielly you never needed help :D
I'm not entirely sure why i missed him so much. lol. <3
pee ess..huge picture post tomorrow. Ireland + sixflags = good times.
as you can tell..my computer is not epileptic anymore :)
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08/06/06 - 7:27pm] |
1. Put your music player of choice on shuffle.
2. Scene one = first song played, scene two = second, so on.
3. No cheating/skipping.
4. Pass it on.
Opening Credits:
Long View - Green Day
Waking Up:
Night Alone - Mest
An Ordinary Day:
Crazy for this girl - evan & Jaron (awh. yaye!)
The First Date:
Avoid the friction -diffuser
Falling in Love:
Last Chance - Jet.
The Rumble:
Great romances of the twentieth century. (er..i think the last two should be switched)
The Breakup:
Another Perfect Day - American hiFi.... (perfect fit ladies and gents.)
Getting Back Together:
Spitting games - snow patrol (ish...)
Life's Okay:
ahahahahahha Toucha toucha touch me - rocky horror. oh that is priceless.
The Mental Breakdown:
He lied about death - stars. FUCK YA!!!
Cruising:
You say goodbye i say hello -the beatles
The Flashback:
Marching bands of manhattan - Death cab for cutie.
The Frat Party
To the church - sinai beach
Everybody Dance Now:
I love you (prelude to tragedy) - HIM
Regretting:
Andy you're a star - the killers....works quite well..
The Long Night Alone:
Flying above everything - armor for sleep
A Death:
walking on the sun -smash mouth (aye?)
End Credits:
Razorblades - story of the year
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08/05/06 - 9:59am] |
Ask me to take a picture of ANY aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about--it can be anything from the house I live in to my favorite shoes- ANYTHING. Leave your choice(s) here as a comment and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and postinging them in this LJ entry, as a reply. It can also be something vague such as "Something that really bugs you" or "something that gives you the warm fuzzies" etcetc.
Ask me as many as you want. Pleasex3
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06/27/06 - 11:23am] |
Gone to Ireland for 10 days folks...
big picture post when I come back..
Leave some for me to come back to
♥
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SLEEP & DREAMING
x: are you a deep or light sleeper?: light, everything wakes me up
x: do you have a fixed bedtime or do you go whenever your tired?: On weekdays my dad makes me go at 9:30 cos hes dumb like that.
x: what size is your bed?: Full
x: do you share it with anyone?: no
x: what colour sheets and comforter do you have? white with a blue comforter with gold stars on it
x: how many pillows?: around 5
x: do you have stuffed toys on your bed?: negatory
x: do you ever wake up in the middle of the night?: every night
x: did you know that everyone has at least several dreams per night?: yepper
x: do you remember your dreams?: most of em...I think.
x: describe your last most vivid dream?: Dude it was so weird..it was like I was watching a movie...and there was this guywho died and had a blind wife..and he took all these body parts to like...make himself again..and thre were all these weird things happeneing like being chased by cops and eaten by dogs and stuff. I know...I'm werid
x: do you often have nightmares?: once in a while.
ELECTRONICS
x: do you own your own computer or is it a family computer?: family
x: are you good with computers?: pretty good
x: do you have your own mobile phone or phone line?: cellular device
x: what kind of TV do you own?: uhm a big screen.
x: DVD player?: I have a built in dvd player to my tv in the den, and I use a ps2
x: VCR?: an old one
x: hair dryer?: a white one, lol
x: hair straightners/curling tongs?: cant remember
FOOD & DRINK
x: are you a vegetarian or a carnivore?: carnivore who doesnt really ike meat
x: what are your favourite foods?: Uhmm...Dunno
x: where is your favourite restaurant?: Uhm...prolly Chilis
x: fast food restaurant?: Subway..thats kind fast food right?
x: do you eat out often?: no
x: what is your favourite ice cream flavour?: peppermint stick
x: italian or chinese?: italian
x: what is your favourite drink?: uhm..these sweet juice boxes we have at work
x: do you drink alcohol?: oh yes, every night
ANIMALS
x: are you an animal person?: cha dude
x: do you have any?:yea a cat
x: what are your favourite animals?: horses, monkeys, and dolphins/whales
x: if you could tame any animal what would it be?: probably a dolphin...or a monkey..to give manda AIDS
x: what animals are you scared of?:uhh? none that i kno of
x: do you like rodents?: mhm
x: ever been to a zoo?:CHA! the one in london was awesome
x: allergic to any animals?: not that i know of
SEX
x; are you a virgin?: (if so then skip this section): yeap
x: how many times a week do you have sex?:
x: do you have a high sex drive?:
x: do you have a boyfriend?:
x: are you willing to try out new things?:
x: what positions do you use?:
x: what protection do you use?:
FEAR
x: what are you scared of?: basically everything
x: how much did the events of 9/11 scare you?: well im always worried when people travel..and im terrified of flying now. I remember that day i came home crying cos I was worried they would attack the ship yard where my dad works. SO I made him come home
x: what has been the scariest moment of your life?: DUnno...
x: the scariest nightmare?: Can't remember
x: do you fear world poverty?: I dont fear it..but I hope it never happens
x: have you ever been in a really dangerous situation?: Uh...I was attacked by a crazy homeless man once..
NUMBER OF...
x: hairbrushes you own: 4
x: posters: 6
x: CDs: 94
x: mascaras: 3
x: hoodies: like 10
x: cross necklaces: 0
x: calendars: 2
x: empty bottles in your room: 3
x: stuffed toys you have: a tonstashed in the attic
x: meals eaten in a day: 1, maybe 2
x: times broken the law: like, maybe twice, if you dont count illegaly downloading things
x: boyfriends had: uhm, like 3 I actually count, a few were just dumb things.
x: hats: 3
x: books: a lot
x: shoes: uhm like 3 pairs of flip flops, 2 dress shoes, and 2 sneakers
LAST
x: meal:ants on a log
x: drink: water
x: alcohol:none
x: hat worn: columbias
x: friend you saw: joe
x: survey you filled before this: i dont remember
x: bus you rode on: home from school
x: necklace you wore: the one my gma gave me with the mother of pearl
x: person you spoke to: schaefa
x: person you kissed: no comment
x: time you had sex: I am right now WUT
x: website you visited: livejournal
x: DVD you watched: uhmm DVD probably American Beauty, movie - Sin City
x: song you listened to: Hate Me- Blue October
x: CD: P!ATD
x: eyeshadow worn: silver with black eyeliner
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05/03/06 - 4:00pm] |
Omg. So i just got a call my mom is in the hospital for a possible heart attack, and im like freaking out.
Ughhhh. :(
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05/02/06 - 9:06pm] |
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
It's werid when you find soemthing like this that exactly reflects something that happened in your own life. Things that were said, thought, and events that took place.
When I heard this song I immidiatly feel in love with it becuase it reminded me so much of things in the past.
And still all I can think of is "I hate you now...so are you finally happy?"
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04/05/06 - 6:41pm] |
My Personal Dna Report
Dude, check that out, its like, perfectly right. Then take it, it's relaly cool.
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04/02/06 - 8:47pm] |
New layout ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) maystarsdefyyou
Check it out it's pretty.
Real update later...I'm not feeling so great right now.
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03/24/06 - 9:35pm] |
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[music|The Fray - Over my head ]
"I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me ... but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst ...
And then I remember ... to relax, and not try to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain. And I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. Don't worry ... you will someday"
--American Beauty, Lester Burnham, after he dies.
Ah, its things like this that make me happy. They humble you and make you stop and think and stop taking the little things for granted. You realise, you're still alive, and there is so much beauty in the world that goes unnoticed until those few seconds when you stop. and you let it surround you, until it takes your breath away. You may not know it, but these moments, they change you. They mold you and shape you in little ways which makes you who you are.
It's sad that so many of us can't see the beauty in ourselves. I know I cant.
But it makes me happy to see beauty in others, and the things around me. Like when I was sitting down by the river earlier, and I was writing my poems for english by the side of the waterfall, and I felt so infinate, because it was beautiful.
I was alone there. Just me and my thoughts, and the way the sunset hit the water it was just gorgeous.
I really needed that. Just to get away for a little while.
"It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing and there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it, right? And this bag was like, dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. And that's the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and... this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse. But it helps me remember... and I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in."
I wish I had people like that in my life.
It's sad when you wish your life was more like a movie, or even a movie itself.
----Maybe then it would be a bit more significant.
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03/12/06 - 4:41pm] |
[mood|  cynical]
[music|Lifetime Movies ]
New KatexSawyer layout. Simple but cute. check it out.
Real update later. Too lazy and sick right now.
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